I feel that I am swimming in my soul, no longer drowning in it. I'm afraid of ever seeing you again, or not. I don't know what to wear. I don't know what she'll say. I don't want to feel that ever again. I don't want to be over the moon and past the stars. I want to think on my own. I want to see things for myself. I want to stop texting forever. King of the Hill is a horrible show. I don't want to tell myself that I'm okay. That I feel healthier. That I feel afraid of everything. I don't want to blend. I want to be bolded and put in caps. I want to fade away as soon as the ink dries. I want to dig so deep that I find what you can't see. I want to read what I can't understand. I want to live so strong I grow wings. Won't stand for hazy eyes. Mishaps and undertones, screams and laughter. We're all alright, everything is fine. THIS is what entertains us?
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