Please don't leave me behind. Please don't listen to everything I say. Please don't brush me off your shoulders. Please don't go so far away.
In so many words, so many times, I felt needed. 1 short month has been long enough. I've got all the knowledge I want.
It's so cold in here. Please don't keep me warm. Please stay far away. Keep your words short. Then spill them out. You will never amount to that of keeping in my head. In the morning, you'll see my face against sunlight. In the afternoon, you'll see me run away, catch me.. In the evening, I'll have forgotten every bit.
I want to fade. I want to run so far I can't see strait. I want to carry you with me, keep you in my pocket. Time has forsaken me for the very last chance. I will never be dependent. I will never be your last resort. I will stand on my own if I must, I know I deserve better than this, I don't demand perfection..I think.
I am starving to be adored. I'd like to lay down my burdens. I'd like to give them all away. I'd like to have only one thing, just one, to hold on to, that I can be sure of. I'd like to know what it's like to love. I'd like to know what it's like to pour my heart out to anyone who will listen. I want to breathe, live, and create.
I don't care who is watching.
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