Friday, August 21, 2009

I'm running.

Are you actually who you claim to be?

Am I who I claim to be?

These accusations are irrelevant due to you're not sure of who you are just yet.
Identity is merely a consistent struggle.
I've come to the conclusion it doesn't matter, today.

Perhaps tomorrow I'll gain the motivation to improve.
I desperately yearn to feel loved.
I yearn so deeply to feel something.
I've become so numb to recovery,
Intensity is just a word in my mind.

I yearn for meaning.
Am I nothing?
Where is my worth?
I fail to understand "purpose",
I've done nothing here but destruction.
Are you blind to that?

I appriciate my abilities.
I count my blessings.
They've made me arrogant and volurnable.

What's wrong with me?

Foundation has been shattered.
Hope has gone in flames.
Chaos has drowned us.
Passion is ebbing away.

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